FATE

After kena ffk by 5 members of fuckerhai ..... sigh...it seems like tonite we guys wont have fun dy...anyway....life had been miserable recently...haih...study...study...and study...and loneliness cme to me once again..hmmm..shud i say everyday...well...perhaps....anyway...life still goes on...no one will understand my feeling...just no one....tryin to find someone to express out my feeling..but everyone seems to be busy...hehe..anyway is ok ...cause they got their own life....so no choice but to bare all these feelings...myself....sigh....guess all these is fate....for example..sme ppl born out...got a great family background...and when they got P....got a nice car to drive...got nice gf...but some are the opposite...why cant all have the same and nice fate? ? And is there any reward for ppl who had been work hard all the while...? ? Haha...now i dun think hard work always will have reward..sometimes the reward will just make u sad...sigh....anyway..shall stop ere ....haih