A HAPpY gOIng Guy

When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."


This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could." Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter.



The letter said : "Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You" . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD ! And guess what, Mom ? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom ? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him ?' "God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool ? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery ! How about that ?


Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

A story that most probably will touches people and that isn't everything about god ....just bout the guy....how he think...how he feels...how he face the most difficult task in his life...his calmness and his positive thinking had well enough to encourage his mum to face the truth of the passed away of her son... well...all i can say this is a nice story and hope everyone enjoy reading about this post... and got to learn something from it...there is a high morale value for us to learn about... : )

Diuman trip : )

Sigh...holiday gona end soon ..and this holiday consider as quite an enjoyable holiday as some of the things happen like Prom....hanging out...and the DIUMAN trip was a memorable one . Memorable as in friendship...i can see how friends helping each other and their helping really touched me . Hmmm...guess i shud start with the DIUMAN trip ... well on the 19th of june , reached pudu bus station at 11pm and chilled out in KFC and the members who joining are HANN,KONG HAO,VERNON,YU TIONG,KAI XIANG,CHESTER,LOONG FATT,ALEX,LUCIA AND ME . So basically there are 9 guys and one girl and the only girl is ALEX's gf who is a spaniard . So we chilled out in KFC till 11.30pm we started our journey to DIUMAN( TIOMAN is the proper word) and for it took 6 hours for us to reach Mersing and by that time , its 6am . Guess what , we got to wait for the ferry till 11.30 am and all of us just got too tired and couldn't sleep at all in the jetty except for one guy which is HANN , sleep everywhere he goes . Sleep in the bus ,then sleep in the jetty the whole day . So ferry came at 11.30 am and we start out journey to Diuman and it took us 2 hours to reach there and by that time some of us wanted to vomit especially VERNON .

In Diuman , we stayed in this resort called Tioman Paya Resort and the chalets over there were ok and i like the interior design . Though the chalets its simple but its still a comfortable place for us to sleep . Oh well....actually we not going to stick with the chalets for most of the time so who cares bout the chalets . So basically we were having fun all the time ....play volleyball....crab catching....snorkeling.....story telling...yum cha and more . We totally enjoyed the trip and expecially during the snorkeling part...i was a little bit too scare as i have phobia on water or i shud say sea....when every one jumped into the sea for snorkeling and i still standing on the boat thinking on how am i gona jump into this deep blue sea....Eventually i pulled down by Vernon and gosh ,,,,it feels cool and i was a little too anxious and bit scare . So wehn i wear up my google and look on the sea....millions of fishes ...millions of living creatures were swimming around me and this got me a little shock and i can feel their movement around my body....and soon i swim up to the boat and chill out . The next thing i saw on the boat is Vernon vomiting . =.=

So after the snorkeling part..we went to marine park for a further snorkeling activity and this time its fun and im not scare at all !! Lol....and we could see so many "OLYMPIC DIVERS " diving around...hehe...and so this is basically a trip of us....night time we will yum cha and walk on the beach ....see the stars on the sky and even sing....perhaps this is where sounds polution come from..

Aihz...after this trip ...admit that i miss this trip especially with these crazy guyss....!!! They really got me into a real laugh and they are great !!! Well...i think picture could do the rest of the talking for me ...hehe....

~THE END ~

Problems and hope my wish comes true...

Sometimes life ain't as easy as we think ,and for me ,my life is really tough though i can consider as very very lucky compare to alot of people . Perhaps i'm dumb or even sux in how to take care of myself in my life and causes plenty of sadness for myself and eveytime there are always friends...yea ..friends or shud say my heng teizzz.....support me ...chill me out....and even encourage me or try to make me happy . Hmmm,sounds like i am a guy who pamper people huh?? But too bad i am not , i don't wish my friends to face the problems with me but everytime they just got involve with me and help me to find a best solution . Sigh ...friends really play a very important part in my life . They roxx...i might don't have any idea how to describe them but they simply too important in my life . Thanks alot friends ....if one day i am rich , i will take this opportunity to thanks every single one of you who had help me .

Well,recently after prom these few days weren't a very nice day for me ....First , i got no idea how she think ,seriously i really confuse on how she think and i always hope she will thinks stuff that benefit me . hAIH...maybe she really thinking what i wish her to think ..is just that i am thinking too much ...yea....TOO MUCH OF NEGATIVE THINKING...that's what my friends always told me .... so basically i hope my first and very important wish will get fullfill as soon as possible and hope god bless me ^^ .

Come to second problem , hmmm.....recently stomach wasn't feeling nice at all . sOMetimes my stomach will just get pain without any reason that i able to find out and sometime just a small pain . I got this pain since i was young , and last time was worse ,i can pain till i can't even walk .Remember once i got this stomach pain in primary school and i was suffering this pain in my class and my teacher helped me to called my mum , and end up my mum have to carry me from the fourth floor of the building all the way to the car and fetch me to clinic . And what my mum did really touched me and yea i know ...this is what mum should do to take care their child but she just simply sacrifices alot for me and the family .Hmmm,back to my sickness...so recently i just got this pain and yesterday i got this sotmach pain again but just a minor one and i still able to make it to Asia Cafe to give Kai Xiang a suprise birthday celebration 12 in the morning and glad that he was happy . Anyway i really got no any idea why my stomach will get pain and i think this kinda sickness is odd and hmm....i don't know wether should i tell my parents as i don't want them to worry bout me .

Come to another errmmmmm....not consider as a problem actually but is an opportunity as yesterday my parents suddenly assked me wanted to go FINLAND study and work part time in the same time anot . They said my paid over there will be RM 10 K per month as an employee under my relatives who worked over there . Hmm...this is a good opportunity for me as i can still able to study and in the same time earn RM10 K per month . But guess what ,i really don't wish to leave here and go oversea because of many things . Want me to list out? Hmmm...i don't want to leave cause i don't want to leave my parents and my siblings ..i can't get use to it to my life without them . I don't want to leave cause of my friends ,they simply too important to me in my life and its hard for me to leave them . Last but not least , i don't want to leave cause of her ...i really feel hard to leave here cause of her .....family....friends .....!!!!

Hmm...sometimes i really got lots of problem till i got to hide inside my room and think of how to solve all these problems and sometimes my tear just will drop as i always got a thinking what if i leave this world earlier than my family ,my friends and her ??? What will they feel i wonder .... ?? Really confuse with my life sometimes , can be happy and also sad . Sigh...sometimes i don't even dare to face it but i know these problems still here and hmm...hope i can solve problems as soon as possible by myself . And really hope my wish willl come true ...seriously i hope this wish will come true and i will be damn happy with my life because this wish really important to me . : ) god bless




~THE END ~ : l

Pictures ...pictures !!!

In this blog im gona post some of the pictures that u guys had missed ..hehe...pictures of me and my friends and some nice pictures ^^ well....enjoy ^^

Alex,me,Xiang and Kong Hao during my birthday

We were sobbing to leave the class : )
Four wanted of OS class
Tiong ,Alex,Vernon and me...zzzz
After prom ,chilling in MC D: )
Me and Jia : )
Me and Nicole :)
Mervin and me ... : )
Seems like we wana whack this girl up? lol....
Kopitiam manager and me :)
Three of us had been knew each other more than 10 years :)

Han Tsing and me ...my lovely and pretty prom date :)

So these are some nice pictures and there are some as i very lazy to upload d...hehe...and i guess all these are enough to let your enjoy ..i guess?hehe...anyway , really enjoy the moment with every of my friends....they roxx my life ...without them ...i afraid my life will be miserable ^^ finally hope your enjoy the pictures !!! : )

Pictures for prom : )

Well,due to my stupidness ...i didn't really know actually how to arrange the pictures and that is why during my previous blog i didn't really put any picture except for one and here im gona put some of my pictures during prom...enjoy ^^

Fu**rhai in prom ^^

vERnon aNd M3

my date and me (im not photogenic at all)

My date and me : ) she is pretty
Wee Seng and me :)

So these are some pictures that i took in the prom...i wasn't look good at all but all of my friends were looking good and they are really photogenic ..especially my date ...she is pretty for me ...hehe...neway more pictures will be coming on the next blog .... ^^

Icpu Prom and my night in golden palace hotel : )

ICPU PROM IN GOLDEN PALACE HOTEL


Basically this ICPU Prom was a boring one...(no offence) prom that day...morning...was preapring my self for prom by choosing some formal wear clothes....after have some trouble of searching my ticket...i went to pyramid to buy something for prom date..and met kong hao and his gf in secret recipe to have some meal . And gosh...sambil makan sambil folding stars for my prom date again...hehe...(prom date = someone special to me)after paid...i went to mph planing to buy a paper...and met this guy who is my ex current bf...n i wanted to say hi to him..by confront him and try to shake hand n ask him isit my ex current bf...he said"Ya,and hey...wats ur prob ?"


i was wtf...this guy was rude to me wei....haha..nvm...and he said i dstrb his gf all the while..i was stunt...and i was pissed and tellin him that i didnt contact his gf for quite sometime d...and wat the hell he tellin that im dstrbin her...and his another fren scolded me better not to use too much rude words...and gosh...these two guys really give me a samseng impression and haha...fine lo..u angry ur prob la...u frust oni ma..not me oso..im happy then can d...but if touch me...then we shall see wat will hapen..and at last i able to solve things out by telling him properly and we still able to shake hand..but starting i really dont like his attitude...well....forget bout it..i dont want this kinda thgs spoilt my day !!!haha...happy goes lucky though...





so after got the Satria Neo...me and kong hao were rushing in the preparation to prom....especially me...bought flower for my prom date had taken half n hour of my time...and my time set to runs off...so i just have a bath and simply make a hairstyle and went to fetch my date...she was well prepared and waited for me...and gosh...i was stunt by her prettiness and she was gorgeous..well...now i started to think that i am the lucky guy huh??? Got such a pretty girl as my partner wasn't easy ...hehe....and so we started our journey from ss15 and pity Kong Hao for fetching his friends mother,friends ,and his gf..which these three person suddenly wanted to come for this prom and this cause Kong Hao got to drive instead of sitting Alex car .Sigh...so i was driving slow since Alex,Vernon and Kong Hao were going slow until we reached the highway. Alex called me and asked me why i so slow and said we are late,so i said i will speed once i am allowed to .So i told my prom date , that i wanted to drive slow coz im fetchin her but Alex asked me to go fast . She said its ok i go fast .haha..and there i go...once she said its ok...i just speed it up by using the right lane to overtake alex ,vernon and kong hao ....and soon they were far from behind and left unseen . Till i passed a tol and saw them ...unfortunately i used a different way as alex and vernon as Alex was giving a wrong direction to me. So i go all the way my own and thanks to my date giving me confident and soon i able to find the way to the golden palace hotel .





In the hotel,me and my date were walking slowly and the hotel was a total high class hotel . So we went in to the ballroom and gosh ,the stage was small and the food were sux . After watched few performance of the prom , me and my date went out of the ballroom and have a walk around the hotel , and soon both of us found a place which seems to be romantic by its environment and the songs that plays over there . So we decided to have a sit in the romantic place and we ordered two glasses of white wine and some biscuit . We were spending the whole night chatting over there and had some wine and eat . I even dedicate a song called "Right here waiting " for my date . Well,time passed by fast and after some pictures with friends and my date . Me and my date left the hotel , and before we start to leave , i gave her a dog softtoy ,a boxes of stars made by me and there is a chocolate inside ,and lastly 11 roses for her . So we left the place and brought my date to have some eat in sunway ,coz of afraid she might get hungry when she got home . So , after eat , i sent her home and i went to sunway again to search for my friends .





Soon me,alex,kong hao,fatt,yu tiong,and vernon went to mc d and have some drinks . Haha,we were like sharing the drinks and making noise over there when there are few students revising their homework . We did make lots of joke and fun especially with vernon ,this guy was funny and he is a joker . After some chilll in mc d,we went home and i stayed overnight in Kong Hao house . Basically this is a very unforgettable night to me ,especially the time i spent with my date in the hotel . Was very fun and sweet when with her and i enjoyed the moment alot !!!


Finally ,i wanted to take this chance by telling my date something that had kept in my heart for quite some times ......


I wanted to tell my date : "Girl ,you really meant alot to my life . My heart is totally melted by ur charming ,ur smile,ur everything .And i really want to be with you and never leave you ,hope you trust me !!! "

~the End~

EXAM + WISH + MISSES

Sigh...exam starts at 9 am in the morning later...gosh....getting nervous...just an OLC4O exam...but still scare..haha...coz i stil ned 13 marks to pass...i just need a pass...im glad if i pass...coz this doesnt matter at all in my gred...so pass will do fine... : ) ....

Sigh...miss her alot....misses her alot....MISSES HER ALOT.......!!!!!!!!!gettINg crazy d!!!!misses her smile....misses her voice....missses her laughter...misses the time spending with her...simply misses her EVERYTHING!!!!...may god bless me to be in a successful way....i do wish for this as this is one of my biggest wish in my life...i guess..hehe....hop3 my wish will comes true...!!!! i promise i will apreciate....i really meant it...aprreciate it for the entire of my life...!!! : )

arghh....getting tired and confusing...hmm...perhaps sleep can helps me to get better...zzzzzzz : )

Picture this time!!!

Me and Han Tsing....gosh...love this picture alot : )

fuCkerhai 5 member ...yeng...lolxxx

Pretty Miss Valberg and Me.... : )

Me and Winnie : )

FuckeRHai with ms TriNa

me And JoRdan : )

mE and JaCky : )

Fuckerhai with another fans (Nicole) lolx...see how happy she is : )

tHE tHRee members of FuckerHai took pic with their fans (Pui San)

Lol....so basically these are some nice pictures of me and my friends !!! haha....and i found out they just looks great...reli photogenic..haha...sorry peeps for taking picture with me as i think i spoilt the pic alot...haha... gosh....i miss all of them..miss those fun moment with them throughout the whole semester !!!

So basically these are some picture of me and my friends in taylor college.....hehe....actually there are more pictures...but yet again...im lazy...so i will just stop here ...and continue with the picture uploading someday??hehe...i guess so...soon...^^ TO be continue>>

Last day of the Semester :'(

Alvina...kesian that u got stuck in the middle by us!

^^..Shaznin and Me : ) Yes!!Me n Ryan : )

Lol....we are wanted....

This is our crazy os gangzz..lol

31st of May 2007 is the ICPU last day of another semester...haih...feel abit sad and TAK sAmpai hAti for some of the leaving of my friends... : ( So basically the day was normal...is just that every class wasn't havin any lesson except for my hardworking MS Valberg insisted on having at least one hour of Account lesson . The rest of the day basically full with camera snapshot and flash light everywhere ....lol...this sem was actually the happiest semester compare to the other two ...As usual..this sem we having fun everyday...joking..daring...challenge...foos....drink...yum cha.....racing...movie.....and more...haha...was having fun in every single hour in college...Kong Hao...Alex...Yu Tiong...Jiun Yaw...Kai Xiang...Jae Lee...Yee Keong...Ding..Tinesh...Nicole...Han Tsing and many more...hehe....bAsiCally is hard to describe how nice is this semester . So ermm...back to 31st of May ...everyone got excited on getting pic takes everywhere...and something happen..some quarrel happen between both of my friends...sigh...dun wana mention their names....as both of them quarrel and shout at each other very loudly till everyone came in and take a look...gosh...their voices are loud...LOUD enough ....lol....neway...hope they will be fine...and during OS class...the whole gang of us...just non stop taking pic and playing with some different pose...haha....well...thats our nature for being creative right???haha....anyway ..today...our gang f***erhai can't have a full member to take a pic...coz due to some member busying..so...we decide to delayed our GROUP PICTURE to Tioman Trip...lol....in english class....haha...won some award for being the future millionaire....and being the student that most likely to sleep in english class....hehe....

After class...i went to library find HT ...as she was studying alone in library...went study with her ..and got the feeling of happy and excited.coz get to study with her in library without get disturbed by anyone else....wee...hehe...^^....and after some revision and talking...we did took pic...and for me...she is sweet and pretty in the pic...while i look just weird...hehe...but nvm...the picture still nice for me...hehe....love that picture alotxxxxx.......lol...so basically this is the end of my blog...and here comes some of the picture to do the rest of the talking...hehe...